Quiet …
September 10th, 2007 by Sonja

I know I’ve been quiet lately.

I’ve been wrestling with some things.

Visiting doctors about my physical innards.

Yesterday was the one year anniversary of a day when a miracle occurred in my livingroom. Five people came together and made an organic community. Five people laid aside personal egos and were able to hear each other with grace and love. The Holy Spirit moved amongst us and created a miracle.

It’s gone now. Destroyed by the agony and fear of petty humans. I’m grieving that.


7 Responses  
  • lyn writes:
    September 10th, 20072:34 pmat

    Found you! Praying.

  • cindy writes:
    September 10th, 20078:01 pmat

    me, too sonja.

  • Che V. writes:
    September 10th, 200711:24 pmat

    Me three, Sonja.
    Me too in the physical stuff..
    Guess it’s my turn to put my arm around you, eh?
    Blessings, my friend…

  • Paul writes:
    September 11th, 20077:36 amat

    wrestling with your physical inards… so that’s how to get tied up in knots 😉

  • grace writes:
    September 11th, 20079:34 amat

    Sonja,
    And Cindy and Che too, my friends, my thoughts are with you all. For me, each of you – by sharing your hearts – helped to carry me while I grieved. I hope that knowing that others care and understand does the same to comfort you.

    I wish that I could make it all better; but knowing that I can’t, I will walk beside you through the wrestling and grief, and hopefully remind you that grief is for a season, that the Lord is with you even when He seems far off, and that eventually in your life hope will break again like the dawn of a new morning.

  • Erin writes:
    September 11th, 20078:45 pmat

    Yeah, what Grace said.

    I love you each…at least the women (not sure about Paul, speaking of knots,his posts tie my mind into knots 😉 and I feel privileged to know you each and be able to learn from you. I love the conversations we have…we are all in this together.

    Sonja, thanks for letting me rant to you and not telling me I’m crazy…

    Anyhow, sorry I missed this post yesterday…where the heck was I?

  • Julie Clawson writes:
    September 12th, 200711:25 amat

    I’m sorry. may you find moments of peace.


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